We headed down to pub cause his friends also wanted to celebrate with him. This two pictures is taken by kimyong (=

That is willy and me.
I'm feeling so uneasy out of the sudden. The words really urge me. I'm sad )=


You will never satisfied, no matter how hard i try. I won't forget the way your kissing, the feeling so strong won't last me for so long. I can't stop loving you, don't deny me, this pain i'm going through.

It's hurtful. I think it's better for me to give up. Someone told me we aren't happy together from everything i told him about, are we happy ? No. He keep telling me what to do so that he will be happy. I feel that i'm not being myself. The same things is repeating itself, keep ignoring my calls, damn irresponsible, whenever i said something when he's not happy with it, he just walked out of the picture. I did message him telling him sorry, but he simply ignored me. So what's the point of being together when that someone doesn't care den why should i bother so much right?! I want to give up. I swear this time i walked out, i will never turn back. Please stop bothering me anymore.


P.S: Am i happy with my life now ? Should i feel contented with you around ? Is this what i want ? I hate it when you ignored me... I felt damn angry... I don't know if you are happy...