I cried jus now while toking to his frenz. we tok bout him. n it makes me drop tears again. i dunno y m i so emotional. hais. i guess u're on my mind cos of how badly u treated me. i realli can't stop thinking of e way u treated me. i won't forget e dae u lied to me, n god let me sees it. its heaven's will. i once wnted u badly , but u choose not to cherish me.Dex i realli loves u damn lots. without u, i'm jus nothing. i feel so sad n heartbroken but u're reply, 'sorry'. i don wns to hear sorry, i wns to hear something else better . can u sae dat? rather den leaving me this consequences to let me bear everything which actually i don hab to bear? y u let me suffer so much jus becos of ur love n return. i realli misses u. its hard to forget u noe!!
