Yesterday jus started working. so tired sio. stand from 12 to 10 plus, of cos gt sit. but not for long. so tired, my leg lyk step on lemon sia. lols. today start work ad 1. den my darling boy comes n visit me while i'm working. hahs! he so good, go buy food for me to eat, n pei me till 7 , den he go work le los, cos he work at 8p.m de. till three a.m in e morning. so tired for him. hais. i felt so blessed to hav him ard. he is always there for me when i needed him. he told me yes tad he scared i leave him. once again, dear, i wun leave u, i will put down my past n will never think about him anymore again. i promise. now my love life, i only wns to have u shining e path n walking along with me happily ever. u told me, u will not leave me no matter it rains or shines, n tad goes for me too. i only wns to be blessed with u. i now noe who really loves me n treat me good. the person is none other den u."dear"!!
On new year countdown dat dae, i went to boat quay wit my dear, den actually wns to go to a pub but e pub too expensive, den dear bring me to another pub call JAB 1 . cos his frenz inside den his bro bring us in. the pub very nice sia. got ktv . n his frenz call us to drink martell plus green tea. still gt vooka, den ym dear don let me drink. but i gt drink until a bit, den his fren keep call him drink, den he drink until his face veri red den he tell me he feel like vomiting, i'm very worried bout him. i wns to help he drink, but he insist. so sad. den his fren boon kiat, one of his brother, beri goos leys, help him drink. den we went out of e pub, boon kiat drunk le. den he lie ad e roadside, den gt 1 ang mo lady sit beside him n ask if he is ok, den i sae his fine, den e ang mo lady took pic wit boon kiat while he lie on e floor. lols. he's drunk sio. so funny. hahs! den they started vomiting. lol. hm, i dunno whether tis is fate, i jus mentioned tad wen we leaving e pub, once i step out of e pu, i saw 1 guy toking to one girl outside JAB 1, den i started to look ad e guy cos he looks familiar, when i saw his jeans, its much familiar, den i saw his botak n look carefully ad his face, OMG!! is dex!! lols. i'm shocked n stunned. i'm surprised. den he smile ad me. den i smile bk. den i dunno y my hart pain, den i drop tears in front of my bf, lol. my bf sae he very du lann. but he nvr sae anything as he noe dat its hard to forget, but i'm willing to forget n move on with my bb boy! I felt so loved by ' Jason ' . Happily with u ever. xDD .
