So long didn't blogg le . hm. my head now very big sia. my mum keep wanting me to study finish e aerospace course which i am totally not interested . donno y keep forcing me. i don like to talk much n donno how to explain. =.+! nvm, let it be. yesterday went to geylang there eat with dear n his group of frenz cos 1 of his fren birthdae. on e way to geylang , wen we were in cab, mi n dear very pek cek. wen we reach e eating place, he ignored me n i just walk off. si bei du lan sia. i wanted to hailed cab n went to pub wit fren actually.but chai yan ran after me n tell me to stop but i donno y i nv stop,"sorry" yan i noe u care. den his bf boon kiat come along n say don go,if i go things will turn out worsen, ad the point of time, i m too angry to care bout the consequences. need some air to breathe! but he come n held my hand so tight tat i can't even resist. so painful 'ouch'~` den he shouted ad me . n i shout bk. so pissed . den we cool down alot n stop shouting . den his eyes went red. pure tears from his eyes drop down right in front of me, my heart shattered into pieces. my heart feel like talking" dear i really loves u alot, i don wans u to drop tears,cos i can't bear to see u in tis manner" . sometimes my actions couldn't speak much, but deep down in my heart u're e guy i long for, n i really loves u truthfully. i realli hope we can walk together through rains or shine .