P.S: I miss you.. really i do.. though u can't feel my presence with you right now.. but i'm gonna tell you.. without you i'm so lost.. i don't know where i'm heading to.. how i wish i have money.. so that i can fly to see u right now.. i want to tell you thousands of apologies that i have disappoint you again.. you told me when my birthday reaches.. you will cook something for me to eat.. but too bad you can't celebrate with me.. i'm sad.. you always enter my life just like that.. and leave just like that.. i don't want you to leave me.. losing you is the painful thing i have to bear.. i never wanted bear this pain anymore.. i'm waiting for your return.. can you feel it?