A sufficient of love dissolve it all.: June 2008

Saturday, June 28, 2008

Nana, your face ok man! so cute! Saw her that day at mos..(=

I fall for you.. I will never let you go.. You mean everything to me baby..(=

Baby says, first time took bus with me.. haha.. like that also better.. save money.. LOL

Went over to cineleisure to meet up with meixue, but end up i meet up with jacquelin.. cause she is gong melbourne soon.. will be missing her..)=

Saw er lang shen.. haha . LOL . and his friend..(=

His face, cool man. (=

Thanks baby.. for this t shirt.. I know this word ' Miss Stubborn ', represents me well.. LOL.. but i appreciate it alot. Loves!

I've been thinking so much about us.. I know sometimes i really disappoint you by doing things which really can't help it but scold me.. I know you mean well.. And i know you didn't mean to.. I hated myself alot.. YES!! i will CHANGE!! I SWEAR I WILL!! I really don't wish to disappoint you anymore.. I know you couldn't stand guys msg me and when i return their msg.. I know that blows your head off, i'm sorry baby.. I just felt that its alright.. Since you don't like it, den i will change, WILL!! Thanks baby for always being there to let me lean on when i am so upset.. I quarrel with you last night... You told me it breaks your heart, don you know my heart hurts more den you do ? You asked me why i won't cry.. It's only i'm just being strong.. I really don't know how to express my feelings.. Not i'm being more man or what either.. I cried end of the day cause i couldn't take it anymore.. I cried not because i need your sympathy.. Is because i couldn't cried alone in silent anymore.. You asked me alot of times why i always don't hold on and keep giving up.. is because i have no confidence in holding on.. I'm so afraid of getting hurt.. And i'm so afraid of losing you.. Thanks for everything.. No matter what, i still love you and with everything.. I won't let it go, i will hold on to it no matter what obstacles we're going through.. I really enjoyed myself this period of time with you and i wish to continue be with you.. I hope this relationship will take us somewhere.. Believe in ourselves.. If you love that someone, forgive.. If you love that someone, trust.. And i only love you.

I work in singtel for just one day man.. cannot stand the long hours.. LOL. i know i'm lazy...>.<

Thursday, June 26, 2008

No one can be trusted at all, i really have this point strong in my mind. I find myself being too afraid of everything. Sometimes i really didn't know who and where to turn to. Felt so lonely and restless. Can someone hear me cry? I'm always being hold back whenever i decide to stand strong.

I feel so damn shit.. I am always so down whenever i say something wrong to baby.. I really didn't mean to say those words to upset you.. I know its my fault.. Can't help but blame myself.. You're always so good to be true.. I know my words do upset you sometimes.. I'm sorry, baby.. But i really loves you..