I don't have the courage to tell you i still love you so much.. why?! I really don't know.. You can say i'm naive.. But no matter how u treat me.. I still love you.. i've not been contacting with you for quite sometimes.. Cause i'm afraid of telling you many things and telling you how i actually feel.. Seriously i also not sure what i'm afraid of.. Each and times u leave me.. Do you know my heart just seems like a knife cutting through it.. Maybe i have lose myself in you..
