After some time, i've finally made up my mind...

You're the guy i couldn't afford to lose...

He's the guy i really want to make him mine...

I'm searching everywhere to find him again...

To tell him i love him and I'm sorry about the things i've done...

Against the wind i'm back home again...

Wishing me back to the time when we were more than friends...

Your words hurt me through. i'm giving up. No point holding on to a empty shell.

I don't know why I miss you so much...

I don't know why I still feel your touch...

You left me feeling high and dry...

With nothing, nothing but the question why...

I guess you had another direction...

And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection...

You knew what you were doing to me...

I guess I was too blind to see...

Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad...

But I'd do it again to relieve what we had...

There are many things left to remind me...

Of a love that I just can't leave behind me...

Meet up with celest for swensen... hungry!!

If you call me today, i say that i'm fine...

But i bet you can tell by the tone of my voice, it's just a lie...

My love for you is deep and meaningless...

But you will always be my everything...

I hope you will always know you're my everything...

I miss you so...

My mind is so blank...

I miss your voice...

And i miss it when you're playing game and shouting...

Shocked... But you're just so cute...

I lived, for you... I'll used my entire life to love you only...

P.S: Please come back, don't keep me waiting too long.

Don't push me away... I need you badly... Just you, will be more than enough... I will be contented...

P.S: I'm still waiting for you... No matter how long it takes, cause i know you're the guy i want... I don't care... I will always be by your side...

P.S: I'm always here for you, you know.

爱人是痛苦,被爱是心福.

I'm feeling damn fark up and uncomfortable now...

Don't know why...

I'm so useless...

P.S : Always there for you.

My face cramp man.. Taken by celest at k pool.. (=

Went to amk with celest to find gary and junior.. We went for movie.. HellBoy! nice show.. afterwards, we head down to cine coffee club chilled.. after that headed to celest's place again!

I feel sooo Shit, dumb, fooled.
I've got no more fucking mood towards you anymore.
It's totally POINTLESS.

Do i look dumb to you?
i thought you were the nicer guy and will made me change for you. PUKE
I've got nothing much more to say.

Kinda bored at home hence meeting up with Serene and co. Walked around, and serene's friends wanted to go to the arcade and those guys played. I met up with them quite late around evening time, by the time, they already thinking about going home cause some of them haven't slept for the whole night. So, one of Serene's guyfriend named George, drove me to one of my girlfriends house. Both of us weren't very happy about our lives esp. when it comes to r/s. It really condemn us. I can't help it whenever i think of him, crying alone silently doesn't help. But i know both of us tried to be strong.

So we decided to meet up with one of my friend cause my girlfriend's wanted to find job. I intro this boss right here to her. (=

Everybody wears a mask. You must look beyond the mask to see the person. Even good people have bad days.

1.People often do things for other than the apparent reasons.

2.People like, trust, and believe those who like them.

3.People hear only what they understand.

4.Everybody prefers to talk about things thar are important to him/her.

5.Everyone's number one need is acceptance. Everyone's number one fear is rejection.

You are right, we all made mistakes. Don't regret it until when you lose it.

I'm feeling so tired of everything... I now it's my fault for ruining everything.. It's my biggest mistake i ever made.. But truly, I really love you with my heart.. I swear.. I try to forget everything and give up.. I tried every ways to make myself wake up from this naive dreams... But all my minds were all about you... I know you like other girls already... If you really like, i will give you my blessings... I won't hesistate to cry... I can only say i'm so disappointed... But seriously i'm so so hurt... I can't hardly breathe... You scold me everytime i say something so wrong... Do you know everytimes you do that... I cried... I really didn't know who to turn to.. I felt so helpless... I really hope i deserve a chance... Baby i really can't live without you... Some of my friends say you're not true... It hurts me... But though whether's the facts anot... I still choose to love me... I believe in you baby...

Although you hurt me so much.. But i will still be waiting for you..

Put on light make up, It's better (= My eyes a bit swollen.. cause i cried for the past few days..

I hope i can always smile like this (=

Never allow someone to be your priority when you're just their options.

No one can be trusted .

Mei xue came to find me after her school.. as i'm bored at home..good man.. haha.. (=

I'm so naive.. LOL

Went to eat with mummy and her bf... and also my grandparents..(=

My heart is breaking

I felt so down.. Didn't know who to turn to.. I'm so naive to actually believe what you've said... You fall for another girl.. And i know who she is.. Thanks ya for all this.. You're so much appreciated..

IT's just a lie after all...

You're still the one i miss and love internally.. Nothing can ever change my love for you (=

Happen to saw my joanna sis at bugis, den we took mrt back together.. so happy to saw her, loves! meet up soon (=