I'm feeling so tired of everything... I now it's my fault for ruining everything.. It's my biggest mistake i ever made.. But truly, I really love you with my heart.. I swear.. I try to forget everything and give up.. I tried every ways to make myself wake up from this naive dreams... But all my minds were all about you... I know you like other girls already... If you really like, i will give you my blessings... I won't hesistate to cry... I can only say i'm so disappointed... But seriously i'm so so hurt... I can't hardly breathe... You scold me everytime i say something so wrong... Do you know everytimes you do that... I cried... I really didn't know who to turn to.. I felt so helpless... I really hope i deserve a chance... Baby i really can't live without you... Some of my friends say you're not true... It hurts me... But though whether's the facts anot... I still choose to love me... I believe in you baby...