Whenever i think of you, i couldn't hold back my tears. I swear that you are the only guy i long for, no matter how hard i tried to forget you. I keep lying to myself that you are no longer part of me, but it's just a lies after all. I know that you no longer will be back for me, I felt so miserable. After the day you leave me, i never stop blaming myself for not treasuring you. I regretted so much. It's like everything you do and say, still lingers in my heart. I should move on. Why i can't ? Why am i still stuck here ? I really want to move on, i tried, i swear i really do. Everything i do for you, i do it willingly for you without any words. I know you know that i really love you alot, could say i love you more den myself. I can give up anything just for you. I need a chance. But i know you will never understand how i feel. I know that you are glad that actually i find someone that really treat me good, yes! He is somehow good, but i don't wish to explain either. I really can't. Whenever i saw you, my heartaches so much, i could hardly breathe. I really hope that you could put yourself into my shoes and think for me. I Just wish to pour all my feelings out. Cause i could no longer hide the feelings i have for you inside anymore.