Such a long time ago when we were together, i moved on and let you go. All that happened suddenly didn't matter. Though at time i loved you so, since i'm back things have changed alot. You got a new life and found new love, i'm no longer all you got. And i'm happy for you, though it tough. Sometimes i think what if then. But i really know it's no use. I do still miss the times then. But i don't want to think about the past, i refuse. I was so sure of myself i left it all behind. I was so sure i let it go. So what are you still lingers in my mind? Sometimes i don't know anymore. How come i wonder if you still love me? I should be over you. How come i'm jealous of your girl? Why do i hope you still think of me too? It's been a year ago since i went away. Maybe i just miss the past. There is still so much to say, but it's too late and time went too fast. And i have to accept the fact that it's not the same anymore. But i've trouble thinking like that, and i've to accept the fact that it's not like before. But the past is so hard to forget. Weird thing is i don't want you back, too much pain in the past. Though i miss you, i miss us forever. Weird thing is i can't love you anymore, i gave you all my best. But you won't go from my heart, never.
Sunday, March 08, 2009
Such a long time ago when we were together, i moved on and let you go. All that happened suddenly didn't matter. Though at time i loved you so, since i'm back things have changed alot. You got a new life and found new love, i'm no longer all you got. And i'm happy for you, though it tough. Sometimes i think what if then. But i really know it's no use. I do still miss the times then. But i don't want to think about the past, i refuse. I was so sure of myself i left it all behind. I was so sure i let it go. So what are you still lingers in my mind? Sometimes i don't know anymore. How come i wonder if you still love me? I should be over you. How come i'm jealous of your girl? Why do i hope you still think of me too? It's been a year ago since i went away. Maybe i just miss the past. There is still so much to say, but it's too late and time went too fast. And i have to accept the fact that it's not the same anymore. But i've trouble thinking like that, and i've to accept the fact that it's not like before. But the past is so hard to forget. Weird thing is i don't want you back, too much pain in the past. Though i miss you, i miss us forever. Weird thing is i can't love you anymore, i gave you all my best. But you won't go from my heart, never.
