My birthday wishlist is:

Be a good girl and study hard and at least get a diploma cert.
New phone.
Anna sui perfume.
Gucci bag.
Slimming pills, really got effect one.
If possible, i want a perfect guy. haha. Am i asking too much??? Yes i am. OOps. I'm so greedy man. HAA!

It's already 2.4oa.m and i'm still so wide awake. My birthday is coming, it's on this coming wed. I should be happy, but i'm not. I don't know why either. Damn moodless. I'm so hungry now. But can't eat right now. Turning in soon. Poor MYSELF. LOL.

P.S: I'm sorry, i don't mean to hurt you.

I'm happy cause firstly my birthday is coming, turning 20 soon((= Secondly i'm starting my school soon on 12 may. I must really work hard this time, not for my mummy to see, bt for myself to prove that i'll be a good girl. I must not disappoint my mummy again. She's my beloved mummy i ever had. Never give me up no matter how rebellious i am last time. But don worry, i've changed. My mum told me at least get a diploma cert den went for work. I believe it's true. Cause without cert really very hard to find job. It's for my future. I'm big enough to think for my future now. It's time for me to wake up and think maturely for my future. I'm sure i can (=

P.S: Baby trust me, i won't go astray. So don't worry ok.

I know you care for me alot, don't feel disappointed. That is me, without makeup. The second pic is my youngest cousin, venus. She's my baobao!!! I loves her alot.

I simply loves this baby((= It's really damn cute.

That is sabrina and me. Thanks girl for always there for me. Loves Loves!

Aaron and me(= Thanks for your advise, you will definitely see the changes in me. I will treasure what i have and those people who really cares for me.

I will follow my heart not my mind.

Met up with reeie at cineleisure. Slack and chill over there. I'm so happy to meet up with her(= We both keep touch up our make up, haha. Keep praising each other pretty. So funny! hahas.



P.S: You're the one i can't let go.

I've fallen for you, baby.

Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade

My feelings for you

shuo hao de xing fu ne? - Jay

I'm not happy at all!!!

It's been so long since i ever catch up with jac and khakis. Firstly went over to kampong bahru one of the pub call Club62. Reached there at around 9plus, chill over there till 1plus den we decided to go to Arena! So happy. It's been so long since i ever have the chance to dance. Really Havoc man. Enjoy myself alot. COOL! At about 4plus we decided to go sebai sebai, so we went over there. So many of my friends over there. I really had a great night. It really makes me forget all my stress and trouble. I'll learn to enjoy myself so much now!! Really great fun out there (= Wouldn't want to miss the fun! Nights people (= Photos will be updated doon!

I really don't know what's wrong with me this few days. I keep giving people around me attitude, throwing tantrums. I can't control my emotional. I felt so helpless and i don't want to turn to anyone about it. I kept it to myself. I really hate myself for my stupidity alot. Why i always choose to believe others so easily and end up complaining to others about it? Why can't i just open my eyes big enough to see someone true colours? Why i don't have the will power to see if someone can really be trusted? I'm not referring to relationship, but to my surrounding friends whom i trust so much. I'm really going insane. I'm really tired. I need a breakdown, i need a break right now!

P.S: I'm such a fool, how silly am i.

Baby i know i've hurt you alot,I'm sorry for whatever ways you're deeply hurt.


P.S: Where's my Mr Right?

Meet with willy and friends over to pub. After went over to eat dim sum. Went home at around 4a.m. nights(=

My love life shoudn't always turn like this. I'm really stress up. What do i actually wants?

I Hate myself for being so selfish!


P.S: Thousands of apologies.

We come to love not by finding the perfect person, but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

These pics i just gotten from alvin, but it's taken on the monday. Now den i can upload. We took while we were at changi airport chilling. I want to go over overseas. Ha, let's the photo's do the talking...
That is me,





Alvin and me,









P.S: I think you're my piriorty, not my option.