I really don't know what's wrong with me this few days. I keep giving people around me attitude, throwing tantrums. I can't control my emotional. I felt so helpless and i don't want to turn to anyone about it. I kept it to myself. I really hate myself for my stupidity alot. Why i always choose to believe others so easily and end up complaining to others about it? Why can't i just open my eyes big enough to see someone true colours? Why i don't have the will power to see if someone can really be trusted? I'm not referring to relationship, but to my surrounding friends whom i trust so much. I'm really going insane. I'm really tired. I need a breakdown, i need a break right now!

P.S: I'm such a fool, how silly am i.