Sorry i'm really tired as i'm having bad wounds on my hand, as i kept sleeping. Sorry for the aeroplanes and not informing. I felt so weak now to even bath, my left hand is weak as i had injection and it actually still hurts and on my right hand is my those hurtful wounds. I never expect things would turn out this way. And i'm gonna accept the fact that he's not in my life anymore. I cried whenever i think of him, it really breaks my heart. Actually he's already part of my life that's why i'm willing to give up my life for him? silly? Nahs, can't be. Not worth luhs. My mum called me knowing the situation, she wanted to fly back as she is at australia. But i didn't want her back now as she is working over there and will be back on next friday in the afternoon. She told me that i'm more important to her den her work. I'm so touched, i love u mum. My sis said i really made her cried the last night, I'm sorry my dear. And thanks justin, my sis's bf for calling the ambulance, and thanks for coming all the way down to the hospital. I'm so glad that i'm fine now. I'm gonna be strong ya. yeh! (=