Just took some random pics, while he's still sound asleep. Woke up at around 11plus,quite early. So i went to bath after, used com. Got nothing to do also! I'm so pissed off with myself. Sometimes, i even question myself, do i deserved all this? Why can't i learn to appreciate things that my mum do for me? I hated myself and i blamed myself for that. Talk about feelings, i'm having a very complicated feelings, sometimes, blissful feelings, and at times give up feelings. Hopefully things will go on smoothly for us.