I'm back home after baby headed down to meet his friends. i didn't tagged along as i'm lazy and i'm super tired. I just want him to enjoy, if i tagged along he'll be worrying for me again. As i don't want him to be. Baby, thanks for holding onto this relationship, tho at times you continuous asked me what i want, so fierce and scary... till i don't even dare to look at you. holy shit, but we're still back to one one heart. for you, 'm more den willing to give up anything for you. i will =) you've prove to me alot of things and i know you've been a very good boy also! controlling very well of your temper, I LIKE! =D i simply couldn't resist my tears whenever i feel worried for you. i'm really afraid you didn't take well care of yourself! ='( but i know you will very well in army. Do the right stuffs ya as i told you, don't be kpo bout others ya. later many problems den our head will be superb big you know. you wouldn't like that to happen hor =D hehehe!

I love you and i'll tell you everyday. until the day you forget those things that hurt. i hate the things that make you hurt,and how i wish i could take them away. if only it could be done, i'll do it for sure. ... but it cannot be done ans i'm sure you wouldn't want me to do it. =)
i've spent the past hours crying over you, and it hasn't been the first time i'm doing this. and i'm not crying because you've done anything wrong, i'm crying because i know that you worth. i'm crying because you can actually begin to imagine what i feel for you. i may never get to prove what you mean to me. and you know i'll always told you i want you to be happy before anything else. the only thing that i know is you're the one that i want. love is not to talk but to listen. not to see but to understand. not to let go but to hold on. as long as the heart beats, the love exist. love is the road of the heart and you're the only one who can take this road.

P.S: If no love last forever, what is forever for ?