It's been a hard and painful experience to get rid of you out of my mind ' heart ' esp. no matter what i told myself how hurtful your words is or .... i still love and care for you. my sis stopped me for that cause she couldn't bear to see me get hurt but all i can say is you'll always be in my heart and seriously i just want you to trust that i've never given up loving you ever since. But i guess this tiime you will never take a second glance tho... i change cause losing you is a fcuking experience which i never thought it will happen. i've wake up from this nightmare. i'm trying very hard to stay optimistic and i'm sure as long as i change everything will be better, much better for me ! =D those pics below is taken last week, went zirca as well as rebel... connect tho. i'm quite excited to go clubbing cause the last club i went was at last year on my cousin birthday, derrick... we celebrated at zouk, future. it's awesome! but i swear rebel was damn fun too tho! cause i simply love r&b! =D tho my mood wasn't there, but i enjoyed the music there alottt. and i saw someone, we had a awesome chat, he's one of the bouncer there. his smile, face, just brighten my day. thanks sweet! there's just too much den i expected. AWESOME! 
