Hidden sorrow i'm facing right now.

i'm a lonely soul waiting for his reply. i'm waiting so badly for him. i've wasted so much tears on him? y can't he feel it? i'm i so blinded by him?. y is my heart aching whenever i think of him. i really hate this kind of feelings. it really breaks my heart so much. why is my love life so ruined by his return. i really wns u so badly n i really need u. can't u be by my side. u once told mi u choosen mi before u go in army becos u noe i love u more than other girls. y izzit so true. i don wn to loves u so much. i'm so painful u noe. i guess u won't know how i'm feeling right now. everyday jus wishing for ur msg n call. but one u do. i'm so upset. i want to wwait foe u, but do u at least still care? i don think so. u don even noe i cried so badly jus becos of e way u treated me. i don wn to lose u. i promise i'll wait for u. i really loves u so much. every night sitting alone at the balcony crying n missing u badly. DEX i really loves u.