now is 11.30p.m sharp. i am feeling so down. hard to express my feelings right now. totally shut down by him, he is e one who wns tis relationship, now end up like tat. i don exactly noes wad he wns sial. feel like end up tis relationship. he don care bout me ad all. **PISSED OFF** . cannot be tolerated. ^arghh^!! jus now i cor him cos he fu**ing whole day didn't contact mi at all. bo chap sia. aeyeee...i cor him den he sae he ad dinner, den he sae he will msg mi later on, bluff me 1 sia. f**k off la. hate tis kind of boy sial. like *ai mai ai mai* sial. what the hell. my sister tell me don care, he don contact mi den don bother about him, but i can't. i jus can't resist it. i like him, i told him, n i ask him whether he truly likes me, he like trying to avoid his ans. haiss. forget it. jus treat it as i'm blind while choosing him, becos of him, i let go someone whom treat me better den him. i REGRET!!