i feel so meaningless. i give up a nice guy, n i chosen a guy tat i love, but y is everything seems so bad! i thought it will be a happy beginning,but it don seems to be. ever since i'm with him, our relationship seems no love in it. he don like wat, den i wouldn't do, but his last words to mi was " give me sometime to think" ! he still wn to consider wat sia, wat he actually wns sia. i don understand los. i already given all my heart to him, n now the ending is he don care about mi at all. i can tolerate him so much, but y can't he jus understand bout my feeling. he always sees mi negatively, feels so hurt. DEX i only wns u in my life. all my life i pray for someone like u.