Today i went to bugis ad bout 7plus in e evening. den i saw yong chuan ad e foodcourt. he suddenly told mi he saw dex ad bugis, den my heart beat fast, i thought he was joking.but it was true. he was ad bugis. den i start msg dex, whether he wns meet up, den he ask mi where m i, i sae i ad bugis, he den told mi he on bus, on e way home le.i thought its true. den i ignore him. after tat, my sis wans to went bk to e shop, den we went bk, guess,omg, wad i saw?! i saw dex outside e shop with his group of frens,but it is all guys. i don understand y he wn bluff mi. when i saw him at there, *my heart shattered into pieces**. i couldn't believe he is tat sort of guy tat would bluff mi. he still wns mi to give him time to think. i think he wn to avoid our relationship. he don wish to face it. den end up,i'm e only one facing everything. i won't know everything between mi n him would turn out this way, if i would to know, i wouldn't be with him. after i noe he bluff mi, he also saw mi, he himself noe he lies to mi. after tat, he still msg mi tis, "take care too, miss=)". den i'm shocked. cos i didn't msg him ad all. maybe he jus wns to pretend tat nothing happen cos when i noe he bluff mi, i didn't msg him anything, cos god let mi see his true colours. i msg him e last msg tat i had given up on him, i will give up on him de, cos he don worth my love nor my tears. i don believe in true loves. on e way home on cab, while singing 'ZUI JIN' with my sis, i suddenly think of him lying to mi, i drop tears. i'm so disappointed n sad. he don deserve my tears. i love him, but y can't he jus cherish mi? hais. SAD MI !! =(( ~!