I always thought as times goes by, things will change for the better yet i'm wrong. You'll never know how much i love you, how much hurt u brought to me. It hurts me alot by seeing us drifting apart.. but there's nothing much i could do.. here i am, wishing for the impossible.. waiting for you to be back once again.. things just ain't the same anymore.. i didn't know how different it is.. but i guess you'll be able to feel it too.. i need your attention.. but you just don't seems to care, that's what hurt me the most. i can no longer sense the love you gave me once and i'm no longer the girl you used to pamper.. how i wish you would understand me more.. you would stand by me.. you would say ' Girl, it's alright, everything gonna be fine.' I'm really tired.. didn't want to play along anymore.. i've got to think of so many people before making a decision, but why can't they think of me ? i didn't want things to turn out this way.. but you don't seems to understand.. and you will never understand.. i've given up, i've lost, i'm sick of everything already..