Friday, April 04, 2008

I'm so depressed right now. i message him that i want a break up with him. but he haven't reply, guess he is still sleeping.. i'm so harsh as i couldn't take it anymore his ignorant and don really care bout me, he told me he care and say i think too much.. am i really thinking too much.. i'm so pissed whenever i see his friendster.. keep adding girls and stuff.. and those girl actually reply in his comment "thx for adding" and stuff.. i couldn't take it anymore.. yesterday i went to bq a while with my girlfriend.. i thought yesterday he would be working.. but he at last he told me he not working.. i thought that he would ask me to meet him.. as i didn't saw him for two days.. i miss him.. but.. sighs. i don wish to leave him.. i really love him.. but he don't seems to treasure at all. i rather i leave.. let him play all he want.. i wash my hands off already.. can't be bothered. the more i care, the more hurt i will get.. you take care of urself.. loves you so much..